Pensaboy Guitar Demo Page Knopfler Dire Straits

In 1995 at the age of 18 I destroyed my wrists apparently because I was playing too much,
I have been visited by a huge number of doctors and experts but never achieved any improvement.
I can 'play' only very few minutes (10 mins) and then the pain is so extreme that I must rest 1-2 weeks to calm it down
and return to the starting point, so I am very limited in everything, touch and precision.
Not only I made these recordings with zero training but sometimes the pain was extreme even during the solo,
for example in the Telegraph Road (Licks 2008 Live) after 17 seconds if you listen carefully I almost stopped playing
because of it and the following seconds are as light as possible...what a nightmare...
The tones themselves are not representative of what I would like to do, I only own some guitars
and I used the first decent sound from friends' gear (sometimes not even decent) and 'played' those 10 minutes...
it has been a small miracle to record in this severely injured condition, I hope it's appreciated anyway.
Since 2012 I can't play at all, not even 1 minute, not that previously was much different...
December 2021: I devoted myself almost every day since 1995 to finding a solution but I failed.

Guitars used PensaSuhr Fender Gibson
Amps used Soldano MesaBoogie Vox